The Land of Counterpane

Quilt When I was sick and lay a-bed,
I had two pillows at my head,
And all my toys beside me lay,
To keep me happy all the day.

And sometimes for an hour or so
I watched my leaden soldiers go,
With different uniforms and drills,
Among the bed-clothes, through the hills;

And sometimes sent my ships in fleets
All up and down among the sheets;
Or brought my trees and houses out,
And planted cities all about.

I was the giant great and still
That sits upon the pillow-hill,
And sees before him, dale and plain,
The pleasant land of counterpane.

-Robert Louis Stevenson, "The Land of Counterpane"

Did you have a favorite bedspread when you were a child? One that was particularly comforting when you were sick? Perhaps an old, worn quilt whose connecting lines of fabric became highways for the Hot Rod cars you drove over kneecaps, the corners of quilt squares your parking spaces, octagonal centers of quilted flowers gathering spots for your PlayMobil people, like a tiny commune of stiff-legged folk. A entire land the size of a twin-sized bed, with a blue corduroy pillowcase on your pillow. The pleasant land of counterpane.

Thanks to a reader named Alice who reminded me of Robert Louis Stevenson’s poem. Tess has joined me in the land of counterpane these past few days, with flushed cheeks and glassy eyes. We have planted cities all about, we giants great and still, and dressed and undressed tiny chipmunk dolls with microscopic overalls and pretended to be small bunnies spending the summer in a remote village in Canada until we are ready to run screaming into the night.

Even so, the luxuriousness of days in bed–when you eliminate all the unfortunate sick parts that are too unpleasant to articulate–has been wonderful. Me and Tess reading and watching reruns of Lazy Town (I do love that show) and jumping on the bed at those moments when the fever breaks and laughing and sleeping hot sweaty naps together. And this evening as we clear the bunnies and chipmunks and cracker crumbs from the bed, we (that would be the Royal We) are hoping against hope that our visas out of the Land of Counterpane and into the Land of Adult People Sitting Upright in Real Clothing with Buttons will be approved and that tomorrow will be The Day when real shoes are necessary yet once more for the first time in a week.

And then, no doubt, we will spread that counterpane neatly over the bed tomorrow morning, pat it for good measure, and then miss it all day long.

About Patti Digh

Patti Digh is an author, speaker, and educator who builds learning communities and gets to the heart of difficult topics. Her work over the last three decades has focused on diversity, inclusion, social justice, and living and working mindfully. She has developed diversity strategies and educational programming for major nonprofit and corporate organizations and has been a featured speaker at many national and international conferences.

9 comments to " The Land of Counterpane "
  • Yes I did have a favorite blanket … which I am hoping is hiding in a box deep in the attic …. it was a hug afghan made of crocheted grannny squares. Each square was made up of 5-8 colors and no 2 were exactly alike.

    It was very hippie-esque, a riot of color and always made me feel better about being sick because I was underneath it.

    Thank you for bringing that to mind for me today

  • I have what I call “my nap sheet” — the softest white sheet that someone had the initiative and the time to appliqué an 8 inch pastel border across the top. It’s swirly and curvy and such a fancy border. I don’t use that sheet for anything but a luxurious afternoon nap. I found it at a tag sale and even at the time could not believe someone could part with it. I often wonder who took the time to appliqué a border on a plain white sheet. That unknown love can rock me to sleep on any given afternoon.

  • Becky

    I had strep throat all the time as a kid. I remember the comforts not of my bed, but of our couch in the living room. Mom would put a sheet on it, I’d have my pillows and a blanket. I’d still be in my PJs and she’s tuck me in. I’d watch a bit of TV (I can’t stand Lazy Town by the way. Upside Down show is my fave). Then for lunch she’d bring me vegetable beef soup. I’d drink sprite almost all day since everything else tasted ‘funny’.

    But the other day my mom’s group and I were discussing the sheer joy of laying in bed. As moms, we are the ones who carry on while sick to take care of the other sick ones. I remember ‘sick days in bed’ with fond memories.

  • Valerie

    At an early Christmas party, during a Christmas that I celebrated with my friends in college before going home for Christmas with my family, one of my very best friends in college called the six of us (best friends) together and gave each of us a fleece blanket that she had put together according to a “theme” and color scheme that reminded her of each of us. Each blanket was basically made of two big pieces of fleece that were each frayed at the perimeter and then the frayed ends of the fleece were tied in little bunches together all along the perimeter to keep the two layers together.
    It is so warm ! The blanket she gave to me is made up of a solid, deep blue layer, and on top, it has a second layer with a red background and tons of happy, dancing penguins in blue hats, surrounded by snowflakes. It reminds me of your story “Forever Hold Your Penguin Dear”! The blanket is extremely cozy and it reminds me of that celebration with my friends, and of feeling loved since it was hand-made just for me :).

  • I was The Type of Child who had all sorts of covers, though none of them of the tangible sort. Daughter Moxie, however, had a soft yellow satin-rimmed blanket that she called “pat” (for obvious reasons), and her pat was joined at the hip with her pacifier called “find” because we were always trying to locate the damn thing. Sick or no, her pat and find were her passport to the lovely land of Counterpane.

    Wishing you both a button-filled day.

  • Yes, I’ll admit to two. One is wrapped and stored away. A nicely quilted blanket that served as a bedspread for sometime (before storage). I also have a knitted afghan that when I do have an opportunity for a weekend afternoon nap, will find its place laid out on top of me. Both were hand made and create that extra sense of warmth when used.

  • Lisa

    Sometimes you just have to embrace being sick, then feeing well is that much sweeter. NO use suffering while you are sick. I had a quilt my Mom made. I remember having that and clean sheets, orange slices and new books from the library. My son who is away at college just got really sick with strep throat and he said it was very hard to do all that without me! Ahh! I miss “snugging” with my kids when they were sick (and well). Something about having someone or “thing” close when you are not feeling well, I am sure does something for us to help us get better.

  • jylene

    mine was a sleeping bag– very 70’s, with love and peace written all over it in blues, reds and yellows. somehow my younger sister got it from our parents’ house and i see it occasionally at her house now! maybe one of these days i’ll steal it back… also, my mom always set me up on the couch. i’m sure to save herself running up and down the stairs all day! now i am definitely a ‘go to bed and stay there’ kind of invalid. people tend to leave you in peace if you’re sick enough to be in bed!

  • Poems from A Child’s Garden of Verses filled my childhood! I hope you are back wearing shoes–too bad we can’t take to the land of counterpane just because it is snowy or rainy. Being sick just puts a damper on the whole thing for me!

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